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i dont care if people care to read this or not. so.. okay here i go .
saya sangat lah kecewa,tidak tahu kecewa pada siapa.mungkin pada diri sendiri,mungkin terhadap kaum sendiri, atau mungkin pada sesetengah orang yang memandang rendah terhadap... gosh , feel like crying right now :'( i already am.
yes people,yes! im going to IPTS,private school , segi university to be exact.is there a problem? huh?! astaghfirullah,anis bawak bersabar ;(
i mean sometimes people tend to say that ipts is for left over kidswho cant get through ipta.*menda aku ckp ni* maksudnya senanng saja.take me as a very simple example.
im not doing that good in spm,i admit it.but im not that suck in studies.unfortunately,UPU tidak diterima.oleh itu, mau tak mau, i have to find private college to further my studies.so yeah,im a segi student.once again, do you have a problem with that?!me going to private college??
there's specific reason why i am so sad/frustrated/angry with no-one right now.here's example of the true conversation.
A: kakak kau belajar dekat mana?
B: kat segi.
A: yeke? bukan dia pandai ke?
PANG!! hello B!! what do you mean,orang2 yang pergi ipta tu adalah org2 pandai dan orng macam saya niorang yang bodoh??even A asked me, segi tu skula budak bodoh ke? i was like wtfh?????! tgk la pikiran orang kita . astaghfirullah,aku sedih gila ni ='( here's another conversation :
X: masuk sekolah mana?
Y:dekat2 sini je, dekat segi,senang ulang alik.
X:oo yeke, ingatkan pergi university mana2
Ya allah, aku tau aku tak segenius mereka2 yang akan ke russia,australia,and egypt tu but people,people love to judge even the person is our relative :'(
my mom said, orang macam tulah.asal tak masuk ipta je,dia ingat kita bodoh.you have to show them,prove them wrong.
thanks mummy,im soory i let you down before.tapi ibu still bagi semangat.ibu cakap lagi, no matter where you study its still the same.thank you :')
well so you know why i said,wah bestnya korunk pergi ipta/matrix.hanya Tuhan saja tahu perasan saya sekarang
and untuk sedapkan hati,i told to myself,babe dont worry.at least u belajar dekat ipts,u tak hipokrit.u guys know whta it means.thats all.

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Rules : It's harder than it looks ! Copy to your own blog , erase my answers , enter yours , and tag five people including the person who tagged you . Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions . They have to be real . nothing made up ! IF the person before you had the same first initial , you must use different answers . You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question .
1..2...3...go !!!!
What is your name: ANIS :) .
A four letter word: A N T S .
A boy's name: ARIF .
A girl's name: AZUREEN
An occupation: AIR ASIA STEWERDESS :)
Something you'll wear: A SHIRT ?
A type of food: ALASKAN KING CRAB *ha amek kau*
Something found in the bathroom: aspirin :)
A place: ALAMANDA PUTRAJAYA
A reason for being late: A HUMAN TRAFFIC. HAHA
Something u'd shout: "AAHH!! **** IT! I HATE YOU!"
Something you drink: A.B.C
A musical group: A HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL. HAHA
An animal: APE
A type of car: ARMADA ASTON MARTIN :)
A type of fruit: APPLE .
and i'm passing this to :
sheera,fatin,dyana,camey,and whoever :)
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*note* semua gambar is taken from econs class. the class is so damn boring . so tengok la bakal2 graduate ni buat dalam kelas* ehem2, the lecturer hasnt strat teaching yet, so we are not playing around.okay?*thats all from now :) gambar hari ni belum masuk kan lagi.
ps.thegirlnextdoorloveshernewfriendsandthinkingofcollegeeveryday<3
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from left, azreena,nasuha and nina . yes! coincidentally time orientation, kita orang duduk sama2, me azreena and nasuha course yang sama.but nina is diploma in marketing.i guess.correct me if im wrong nina! well diorang ni nice :) i love it. after cerita2. where are we come from bla3.then azreena said she's from rahman putra. so i was like , oh, u kenal fatin nur hafizah x? then, she's excited.! LOL! hoho what a small world kan fatin ;)
sepatutnya, it ends at 5 PM, tapi balik awal, im not driving first day, so i have to wait for my father.meanwhile, nasuha bawak the 2 of us pergi hostel on campus. see? bilik dia ada swimming pool view :) wonder who's handelling pool party .hoh. anis sengal.
so, not much of gambar la.. thats all. hahaha first day boring~